Amy, I don’t blame you for never talking to me anymore. I have done a lot of growing up and thinking lately. I stopped smoking. I have been cheated on by someone I thought would never do that. And I see how horrible it really feels. I knew that no one deserves that shit, but especially you Amy. You were perfect and perfect for me. I keep thinking back on all the fun times we had together and they are my best and favorite memories; the hikes, the concerts, the nights on the couch with the dogs. I have never wanted so badly to go back in time and fix all the stupid childish mistakes that I made with you. And to take back any hurt that I caused because of them. You were the absolute love of my life, despite those mistakes. You’ll probably never see this, let alone respond but I just wanted to put it out in the Universe anyway. If you do, I think you know who you are, and I would kill just to talk again and be friends. Anything. I miss you. Luna is doing well.
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